LOST.
LOST is the only word i can describe about myself right now. Yesterday night was the worst night of 2008 for me. I swear.
Didn't enjoy the clubbing session. Misunderstandings here and there. Saw alot of things i never want to see. Hear from Xin Tian what i never want to hear.
Went through alot yesterday and i swear i was just a tiny lil bit to explode into my "unplugged" mode. Seconds turn to minutes. Minutes turn to hours. I was just mentally tortured. And all these stupid shits happened because of me. God damn me. End up saying sorries here and there.
Its getting even more crazy now. 2008 just got worse for me. Why is everything always so wrong for me? And maybe i shall just get lost. :)