Well.. Today enjoying my life away. Because its my OFF DAY! Woke up at 3.30pm. =X
I swear i didnt went clubbing or any sort of nightlife thingy. I was at home last night! King didnt believe me. Saded. Anyway don't worry King. I will try my best to locate Sky and see how is his court case going. We will stand by him till the end. :)
Woke up le ate lunch.. Then nothing to do. Bored. Carry weights till 7pm plus. (I must be mad already) Bathed and ate my dinner. Wanted to trim my hair. Went down to 888 plaza. Withdrew money but by the time i reach there. Its closed already. -______-
No choice. Trim next off day lor..
Went back home. Watched tv. Chatted with mom and lil bro. Then yeah. Back to online life again. Checked friendster. Wanted to do some more additional stuffs for my blog but then.. LAZY. LOL. As usual replying comments. Then into reading blogs. And to be frank. I'm always reading the same few blogs only. Especially "that" one. I also don't know why. No idea what the hell is wrong with me man..
Been sitting here thinking for hours. Asking myself questions. Questions that i don't have answers yet. And its crazy. Asking myself why am i so concerned? Its none of my business anyway. And i don't think my concern is very important though. I wasn't like this in the past. I'm supposed to be carefree with my hack-care attitude. Asking myself why am i suddenly not in control? I'm supposed to have very good self-control. I seriously think i'm not suppose to be doing all these. I don't have to say so much i tell myself. Just be like who i was. Only care about my own things. But still. I'm doing it. Its crazy.. I'm just not acting like myself lately. I need serious psychotherapy. A good one perhaps. I'm supposed to be a feeling-less creature. Numb to almost everything. But now. I feel again. Feel.
Am i.. Falling?
See! Its crazy. I don't wanna think anymore. With that. I say goodnight.
And yeah i will be posting my off days schedule here in my blog in my next post. So friends who wanna organize any outing or clubbing sessions. Can have a look at it and let me know in advance. :))